Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Do You Ever Wonder?

Here it is 4:25AM as I type. I cannot sleep and tears run down my face. Not because I'm sad. At least I don't think so. But, because I'm exhausted. Exhausted from all the wonder that has been whirling around in my head.

I wonder when house #2 will sell?
I wonder when my baby will sleep through the night?
I wonder who I will find to cut my hair?
I wonder what the reading specialist will say when I tell her I'm pulling my son from her stupid program?
I wonder how much the tutor will cost because I'm pulling my son from the stupid reading program?
I wonder why I bought that cheesy rug from Ikea?
I wonder how much longer the savings account will last?
I wonder when I'll get a house of my own?
I wonder why I have been obsessed with orange juice lately?
I wonder when I'll have a real friend?
I wonder what we'll have for dinner?
I wonder why Lucy is so uncoordinated in her jazz class?
I wonder when I won't be tired any more?
I wonder what I'll wear today?;)

May all the wonders stay wonders and not turn to worries. If that happens then I'll really be doomed in the beauty rest department!

P.S. Anyone want to buy a HOUSE?
I miss that red front door.
Note: This was our starter home that we turned into a rental (located in Puyallup, WA). To make a long story short, we will NEVER be landlords by choice again. NEVER!


  1. What's with all the wonder? Share. Sending love your way!!!

  2. I'm crying myself as I wonder when Nicole will finally feel comfortable at school and not crying about going back to Arizona everyday. I wonder when I'm finally be out of all of these boxes and feel like I can do something other than unpack and I wonder if I will find a friend here. I miss you my friend!

  3. It's hard to move. I feel your pain. We miss you here.

  4. I wish I could help you feel better.

  5. I heart you......
    Miss you more and more everyday and wonder when we will shop with no children and loose our keys in the mall parking lot at midnight